Saturday April 19, 2008 [10:00 pm]

Another tiresome day. Did nothing much but still seemed to do everything wrong. People seem to like spilling shit out on me. Now I ask you, how is one supposed to feel when people treat them this way. For most of my life I have always at least tried to be positive. However life doesn't just trip me up, it likes to knock me flat on my ass. Angry, annoying, overbearing, and racist people surround me and I'm no longer going to tolerate their intolerance. "They're (insert race) so they think they can just come in and take our jobs." or "The (insert race) will do any job and we only have to pay them a dollar a day."
     My Indian friend has shown me that one hundred American dollars is equal to a couple thousand rupies in India. Wether this is 100% true, I don't know but I know it must be close considering how bullet rittled our economy is. You can't find work outside of fastfood without experiance or a Ph.D it seems. That leaves most young adults in the shithole and their parents bitching about their kid not "pulling their weight". I can't stand it here; in this house, in this city, in this state. I don't know what to do anymore, positivity isn't doing much good at all anymore.